I'll speak of that which has taken me away
From those moonlit pines swaying on their own cues
And the peace that was found in the dusty silence
Let me tell you, how I Love to hate these navy blue blues
These blues, much like that of other blues
Act of their own accords with clues
On how tomorrow's blues will feel less true
Then tomorrow becomes today and then that blue's the same ol' blue
We all share these blues, you know that right?
From being away from home a little too long
Or making home a place a little too far away.
Either way we can't quite lay hands on it
This being said, we can now start to realize
And distinguish
I only want to speak to her
To hear her voice resonate within my soul
That posessing tone and lingering touch
Heavens above let her voice reach my ears
I only want to see her
And have her bright eyes look over me
Gazing at each star as they erupt from them
Brace my vision with thine beauty I cry
I only want to hold her
Accepting her soft skin into my arms
Releasing my passion with deep, warming and strong embrace
Together in absolute silence of compatable emotions
I only want her...
She's there to turn my darkness into light
As she lines the night with stars and whispers
I know that I am never alone
Hand in hand; Arm in arm; C
If only i were able to sit and think for a day...
About how she felt and what she meant to me.
I would the whole day! - And most of the night.
Wishing my fingertips were a little less clumsy,
And able to journey her body, i'm sure they'd find way.
For that night, i pray - that night perfectly right,
She would law beside me, with me; engulfed in my arms.
Her beauty is so magnificent, a blissful wrath.
Why could my vision not be better, for me to see her charms,
To see her skin's perfect flaws under the full moon's light.
I question myself though... Who am i to her?
Do i wish to stand to be the talking wanderer,
With my jaws going f
Involuntary Reasons by killermonkeymannn, literature
Literature
Involuntary Reasons
Only God can judge me
As only i can dictate this pen to pad
Then again, it is up to man and his inadvertant plan
To see what i deserve, then subtract and add
Giving me drive but taking my serinity
Call my mind the warzone's front man
Placed with the burdens of valice and humility
Forced to change from fleeting youth with chalice and truth
Compressed and composed into brute's heart and body
Tie my hands and may i be bound and tied with ratton
Each push in opprobrius direction a curse in black tooth
Slander and noxiousness compromising the end
But not of life but rather what was; my imperfections, MY flaws
"Take this with a grain o
Yea it's her again... On my mind
I'm pretty sure all my shit sounds the same
A little Love a LOTTA lust
All over some un-named dame
Talkin 'bout what she does to me
And how it makes me feel
Later 'bout what I'd do to her
Hey - I'm just keepin' it all real
But today's something new
So I gotta tell you all
About her, who was my highest peak
But now my lowest fall
As quick as a tear down a cheek
My moral sense COMPLETELY vacated
To some bigger brighter place
Where the bees have pollinated
For my truth to come out and be told
For me - myself to understand
The darker and unbearable side
Of what? The outlined named in the sand
S
Look into the eyes of a stranger
And hope to find what they're made of
The passion of a lustful site
Or the tenderness of a fluttering turtle dove
Look into the eyes of a stranger
And see a holy man's light
Erupting from his heart
And blessing every living thing in his sight
Look into the eyes of a stranger
And understand their lifes choices
All the pulling force and motivation
And see their future, their childhood voices
Look into the eyes of a stranger
And determine their soul's miles
The expeirence of years and the learning of time
And the malice of fears combined with joy smiles
Look into the eyes of stranger
And ask not
The Beginning To Now by killermonkeymannn, literature
Literature
The Beginning To Now
It took a hand from the heavens
To give the world a spin
And allow time to begin
There is a spark before the flame
Igniting, and warming bodies and hearts
Heating, soothing filling all our parts
One breath is all it takes
To prove that you have life
Or to show you have taken it... a life
A single question starts a path to understanding
the minds twist and turn around
Catching enlightenment from an elders voice and sound
A hands touch, gives my world new beginnings
The soarks of your eyes, allow thin soul to fever
Flowing air, in and out, in and out, out... my brathe is taken away
Saying a lone question to spark a milion thought
to tame those perilous skies by killermonkeymannn, literature
Literature
to tame those perilous skies
Your mind a gentle breeze in the climbing atmosphere.
I sit and covet in my atempts to get there with my fear.
Your body an astrological storm,
Giving the gods in the strars a shuddering ride,
With a turn of your head 80,000 volts!
Then a twist from your hips, BANG! You broke Orion's stride.
I have never seen your smile, and too I've never been,
Outside the cabin of the plane, to feel the rushing wind-
Flowing, as I am sure your skin does,
From the lines in my face, to where your finger tips end.
Your eyes, the setting sun against the horizon
allowing the world to be seen brightest in blaze.
And as the sun and your head falls down
I'll speak of that which has taken me away
From those moonlit pines swaying on their own cues
And the peace that was found in the dusty silence
Let me tell you, how I Love to hate these navy blue blues
These blues, much like that of other blues
Act of their own accords with clues
On how tomorrow's blues will feel less true
Then tomorrow becomes today and then that blue's the same ol' blue
We all share these blues, you know that right?
From being away from home a little too long
Or making home a place a little too far away.
Either way we can't quite lay hands on it
This being said, we can now start to realize
And distinguish
I only want to speak to her
To hear her voice resonate within my soul
That posessing tone and lingering touch
Heavens above let her voice reach my ears
I only want to see her
And have her bright eyes look over me
Gazing at each star as they erupt from them
Brace my vision with thine beauty I cry
I only want to hold her
Accepting her soft skin into my arms
Releasing my passion with deep, warming and strong embrace
Together in absolute silence of compatable emotions
I only want her...
She's there to turn my darkness into light
As she lines the night with stars and whispers
I know that I am never alone
Hand in hand; Arm in arm; C
If only i were able to sit and think for a day...
About how she felt and what she meant to me.
I would the whole day! - And most of the night.
Wishing my fingertips were a little less clumsy,
And able to journey her body, i'm sure they'd find way.
For that night, i pray - that night perfectly right,
She would law beside me, with me; engulfed in my arms.
Her beauty is so magnificent, a blissful wrath.
Why could my vision not be better, for me to see her charms,
To see her skin's perfect flaws under the full moon's light.
I question myself though... Who am i to her?
Do i wish to stand to be the talking wanderer,
With my jaws going f
Involuntary Reasons by killermonkeymannn, literature
Literature
Involuntary Reasons
Only God can judge me
As only i can dictate this pen to pad
Then again, it is up to man and his inadvertant plan
To see what i deserve, then subtract and add
Giving me drive but taking my serinity
Call my mind the warzone's front man
Placed with the burdens of valice and humility
Forced to change from fleeting youth with chalice and truth
Compressed and composed into brute's heart and body
Tie my hands and may i be bound and tied with ratton
Each push in opprobrius direction a curse in black tooth
Slander and noxiousness compromising the end
But not of life but rather what was; my imperfections, MY flaws
"Take this with a grain o
to tame those perilous skies by killermonkeymannn, literature
Literature
to tame those perilous skies
Your mind a gentle breeze in the climbing atmosphere.
I sit and covet in my atempts to get there with my fear.
Your body an astrological storm,
Giving the gods in the strars a shuddering ride,
With a turn of your head 80,000 volts!
Then a twist from your hips, BANG! You broke Orion's stride.
I have never seen your smile, and too I've never been,
Outside the cabin of the plane, to feel the rushing wind-
Flowing, as I am sure your skin does,
From the lines in my face, to where your finger tips end.
Your eyes, the setting sun against the horizon
allowing the world to be seen brightest in blaze.
And as the sun and your head falls down
The Beginning To Now by killermonkeymannn, literature
Literature
The Beginning To Now
It took a hand from the heavens
To give the world a spin
And allow time to begin
There is a spark before the flame
Igniting, and warming bodies and hearts
Heating, soothing filling all our parts
One breath is all it takes
To prove that you have life
Or to show you have taken it... a life
A single question starts a path to understanding
the minds twist and turn around
Catching enlightenment from an elders voice and sound
A hands touch, gives my world new beginnings
The soarks of your eyes, allow thin soul to fever
Flowing air, in and out, in and out, out... my brathe is taken away
Saying a lone question to spark a milion thought
Look into the eyes of a stranger
And hope to find what they're made of
The passion of a lustful site
Or the tenderness of a fluttering turtle dove
Look into the eyes of a stranger
And see a holy man's light
Erupting from his heart
And blessing every living thing in his sight
Look into the eyes of a stranger
And understand their lifes choices
All the pulling force and motivation
And see their future, their childhood voices
Look into the eyes of a stranger
And determine their soul's miles
The expeirence of years and the learning of time
And the malice of fears combined with joy smiles
Look into the eyes of stranger
And ask not
Yea it's her again... On my mind
I'm pretty sure all my shit sounds the same
A little Love a LOTTA lust
All over some un-named dame
Talkin 'bout what she does to me
And how it makes me feel
Later 'bout what I'd do to her
Hey - I'm just keepin' it all real
But today's something new
So I gotta tell you all
About her, who was my highest peak
But now my lowest fall
As quick as a tear down a cheek
My moral sense COMPLETELY vacated
To some bigger brighter place
Where the bees have pollinated
For my truth to come out and be told
For me - myself to understand
The darker and unbearable side
Of what? The outlined named in the sand
S
Current Residence: some where close to nowhere deviantWEAR sizing preference: extra-smedium MP3 player of choice: ZUNE!!! Skin of choice: on my bones Favourite cartoon character: Goofy Personal Quote: my bologna has a first name it's 'yo m-a-m-a'
Favourite Visual Artist
boris
Favourite Movies
is it bloody? will it linger in the areas of my brain that i forget that i don't use?
the girl i write for and the one who has motivated like hell for the past year... she's mine. i'm too damn happy to get words across that make sense in right mind... (a 'the' goes in there somewhere). she's amazing her eyes, her skin, her laugh and her giggling moans. neither one of us have slept in the past couple of days because of the long ass'd talks. i love how we can just stay on the fone for hours not saying SHIT... she's touched my soul... (danm i kant spel-l). she has to be the sweetest girl ever, i cant imagine anybody else that could drive a cold person like me to seek warmth again and be comfortable in the light of the day after s
i need to dump her ass.. i'm gonna be gone after a while and after that happens she's gonna be left here walking aboot (:P) lookin like a hurt puppy... i don't want to hurt her but at the same time i dont want to hurt myself, i really just dont feel as if she is the right one for me. as temporary as the relationship has been i cant shake that she's going to be her mother in some years... I HATE HER MOTHER... i long to be with her when the times are good but dear God when they decide to go bad... the pressure that builds up the tension that arrises. i lose sight of the things around me and i flow like a fart in the wind. even when i'm happy i'